yikes

You don't want to be around me at all, I can feel it. And it breaks my heart. 

You don't wanna hear about me, you just want to erase me from your life and pretend like I never existed. Like you never met me. You never spent time with me, entire nights with me. Like I am a random one from your work environment. 

You have a super strong mind and you can control your feelings very well. Your ethics are more powerful than what you feel, and that's impressive. 

It's sad how you are missing a cute love story just because of your stubbornness. Sad to me, not to you.

Because you're missing a lot. Not only great experiences, but most importantly, you're leaving a person who loved and loves you from the bottom of her heart, who loves you purely and warningly because you worth it. Who would do anything for you, who wanted a future with you, who wanted a future with someone for the first time. 

And she doesn't want to be with anyone else, the idea of it just feels repulsive to her. 

She'll have to get over it tho. 

Yikes.