day off

Spending my day off crying because you don't love me the way I love you. You don't want me the same way I want you. My days are grey, but I hope yours are brighter. My mood is always terrible but I hope yours is better. I always dream about coming back with you, but I hope you can move on and feel good. 

I feel terrible, and I love you so much so I wish you don't feel the same way. Because it hurts a lot, it's tiring, exhausting, painful, scarring. Not knowing what you did wrong to deserve that amount of pain, not knowing why you can't be with someone you love so deeply, and who loves you back, not knowing why you can't be happy with your soulmate, it's a drowning feeling, it desperates me so I hope you truly are okay. You are a sunshine, please don't feel down.