right where you left me


Friends break up, friends get marriedStrangers get born, strangers get buriedTrends change, rumors fly through new skiesBut I'm right where you left me
Matches burn after the otherPages turn and stick to each otherWages earned and lessons learnedBut I, I'm right where you left me

Help, I'm still at the restaurantStill sitting in a corner I hauntCross-legged in the dim lightThey say, "What a sad sight"
I, I swear you could hear a hair pin dropRight when I felt the moment stopGlass shattered on the white clothEverybody moved onI, I stayed thereDust collected on my pinned-up hairThey expected me to find somewhereSome perspective, but I sat and stared
Right where you left me

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