evol - marina






"It only takes two lonely people
To fuck love up and make it evil
It only takes a drop of evil
To fuck up two beautiful people"












daaaaamn she really wrote those lyrics

kinda accurate ngl she spilled 👀

speaking from experience maybe lmao people become insane sometimes when they fall in love dude or idk if i should call it love, obsession fits it better because i dont think love should be like that ?




and some days i think about how cute would be to have a romantic relathionship with someone again but then i remember these things + my past relationships, how i felt/how they ended and hear from people having terrible love experiences and think nah man im good

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