this place is so depressing i want to say something more cheerful but i cant think about anything lmfao the only good thing i can say right now is that music helps me a lot when i feel bad-sad-anxious-like shit, it relaxes me so much and relieves me in almost a dreamy way and its crazy and cute at the same time its super nice because when i listen to for example the hana and durante eps i totally forget about how miserable i am lol and how bad i used to feel minutes ago. its very helpful and refreshing. i wish i didnt need to listen to music to stop feeling like crap lmao but it is what it is and i have to live with myself this way oh and another cute thought that crossed my mind: my best friend told me my ex boyfriend is happily in love with his new girlfriend and i genuinely felt so happy for him because he is such a good dude, he truly deserves the best life can offer lol so cheesy but still, he is kind and a beautiful person. he has been the least toxic partner ive ever...
The fact is: i am madly in love with my boyfriend. I am so in love, but like, I don't even know if I've felt this way before. And I cried a lot when my ex broke up with me but this sensation doesn't compare at all with what I felt when I was with him. I am going to my babe's hometown while listening to Lana and Taylor, and super excited because we're going to spend a couple days together and my heart just explodes when I think about it. I love him. A lot. I finally let those doubts and insecurities behind and I'm so ready to be his, forever, and that's a lot to say, but I'm fucking ready. He's literally perfect, even when he bites me and leaves me with bruises all over my body. Even when he forces me to drink coffee and eat crazy food. He's hilarious and unique. I'm so glad I found him, I'm so glad I got to work where I work because that's where I met him. I'm so glad he liked me and gave me a chance. I'm fucking i...
After a long time suffering because of my almost ex boyfriend, I no longer have sadness in my life, instead of that, I'm feeling happy and in love again. My boyfriend now is nothing like my ex, he's lovely, caring, funny, he understands me better, he shows me he likes me, he doesn't argue with me at all, we don't fight over stupid things, everything in out relationship is beautiful. I'm still trying to fully trust him and I'm finally starting to worry less about things and leaving behind my insecurities. We spent almost a week together and it was perfect. I miss him now because we're apart, I feel these butterflies in my stomach and I can't wait to see him again. I don't want this to end. Only time will tell.
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