be nice


sometimes i feel like i should treat  myself better because im so harsh on me and i start thinking about all the mistakes ive made during my entire life even when i was a damn child like ? you were a child its normal to do stupid things when youre a little girl but i just think about all the mistakes even the smallest ones that no one remembers and i feel embarrassed and i hate myself, but yesterday i realized everyone makes mistakes, im not the only one, nobodys perfect duh so chill, honey, dont be so perfectionist, youre reaching unhealthy levels boo. be nice to yourself. youve done nothing serious to worry about, youve not killed anyone, not even cheated on a boyfriend, ever. just be nice and treat yourself better. your mistakes make you feel cringy about yourself but everyone does that kind of stupid things, some people do even worst shit, and some of them are proud of it / dont regret it.

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